There's... Okay. I have never had to have this talk so just deal with it. There's other means than actual sex. You don't have to push yourself, but consider your options before they dose you.
It happened to me and there's nothing I wouldn't do while I was under it.
[ And a lot hating seeing Jason like that and not even wanting to imagine Gar like that. ]
Good. I'm glad you're meeting people here that can help. I can't imagine how harddifficult things are in this place at your age and with what's expected of you. I'm sorry you're having to face this.
we all have to face it you know jason's not much older than me
this really isn't how i thought it'd be. you know that i've never i mean i didn't even have a girlfriend, dick. and i wasn't exactly me meeting people back at the chief's place
i don't think you should try. you do that. you take everything on yourself, that's what caused all the problems before. all the secrets. it's why everyone left.
so don't. please.
you can't always protect us, but you're here. that's enough.
[ Gar's right, and he knows it. That's the worst part. Even if it's a blow. ]
It's hard not to try. Especially with everything that has happened.
But you're right. I'll try.
[ He knows it's not something he can do. His entire life has been sacrificing himself to protect others. Different cities. Different people. His people.
But the least he can try and do is pretend after that. ]
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There's other means than actual sex. You don't have to push yourself, but consider your options before they dose you.
It happened to me and there's nothing I wouldn't do while I was under it.
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[ Not after Cadmus. Not ever again. ]
i'll
okay. i did meet this one girl
her name's anna. she's nice, i just
never mind. i'll try i promise.
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[ And a lot hating seeing Jason like that and not even wanting to imagine Gar like that. ]
Good. I'm glad you're meeting people here that can help.
I can't imagine how
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you know jason's not much older than me
this really isn't how i thought it'd be.
you know that i've never
i mean i didn't even have a girlfriend, dick. and i wasn't exactly me meeting people back at the chief's place
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[ Gar is a kid to him, and Jason makes him sometimes feel he's the sheltered one. ]
I know. It's why I hate this for you. If there was a way around it, I'd take it in a heartbeat.
[Even if it meant dosing him again or putting him on display. ]
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i don't think you should try.
you do that. you take everything on yourself, that's what caused all the problems before. all the secrets. it's why everyone left.
so don't. please.
you can't always protect us, but you're here. that's enough.
[ That's actually all Gar has ever wanted. ]
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It's hard not to try.
Especially with everything that has happened.
But you're right.
I'll try.
[ He knows it's not something he can do. His entire life has been sacrificing himself to protect others. Different cities. Different people. His people.
But the least he can try and do is pretend after that. ]
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but i know you have my back. that's what's important
i'm not gonna be stupid, i promise.
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It's this place working against you.
I trust you to take care of yourself, Gar.
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i like that you look out for me. i know i shouldn't be glad you're here, but i kind of am.
which i know is shitty, i'm sorry.
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Don't be sorry. We're a team.
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three of a team, anyway.
if the third even counts himself that way anymore.
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i'm on board.
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